If and only if

If I could paint the world differently, there would be no pain. Friends would not have to experience heartache or depression because I will be there to paint their hearts back together. Heck, I would give all of us superpowers and good grades too. There would be more laughter and smiles in the world instead of tears. There would be no diseases to fear.

Alas, the only thing I can change is my life but it's hard. I keep finding myself repeating the same regrets.

If only I could paint the world a different place..

Paranoia

I have a feeling that this one guy (let's just call him Mr. X) is mocking me behind my back. It bothered me at first but now I don't care as much. I don't want to come off as weak so when the right chance comes, I think I'll confront Mr. X about it. I'm not sure if he's actually making fun of me though and even if he is, I wouldn't know what to say. Gah! I wish I could be more witty and confident.



I hope this won't happen to me ;D

Here We Go Again

Crap, crap, crap, crap, crap. I still have twenty pages Of Mice and Men to go and at this rate I'm not going to get my 3.5 GPA. Gah. I told myself I wasn't going to procrastinate this year and yet I'm still doing it. I still need to do AP Euro homework too.

Oh yeah! My favorite YouTube person, MichellePhan, did a live video last night. I love her! She's like my role model. I spent about three hours listening to her when I should have been doing homework. I suck.

I don't want to go back to school!

The title says all. I still have forty more pages Of Mice and Men to go.

I ate at Baja Fresh today and it was quite good. However, my mom drove all the way down to Long Beach to eat there because she insisted that Baja Fresh tastes better than the one near our house. They tasted the same but that's my mom for you.

Carolyn! If you're reading this, I need an invite to read your blog =0

A New Year

It's a new year and in other words, it's a brand new start! Well, kind of. My goals for this year:

• obtain a GPA of at least 3.5
• update my blog at least once a week
• take my dog on a walk at least once a week

I made sure to make goals practical this year. Last year, I told myself that I will get rid of all my acne but that did not happen. Happy New Year's and yay for 2009!

Christmas Eve!

Yay! It's almost Christmas Eve and I'm soo excited!! I remember one time when I was young I felt nervous the night before Christmas because a stranger coughSantacough would be coming down the chimney. That freaked me out a lot. It turned out I did not have anything to worry about because Santa never came down my chimney. I know because I did not get any new gifts under the Christmas tree.

On a different note, I need to start studying. I haven't done any studying or annotating yet. I've only been shopping, playing Rock Band, and watching movies all day. I should make a schedule or something.

Oh yeah! I started watching Coffee Prince and it's pretty good so far. I'm on episode seven. There's a drama coming out soon called Antique Bakery and I really want to watch it. I'm not sure if it came out yet.



...one of the characters is a homosexual...so yeah.

Merry Christmas!